After going through our old conversations, after reading over my old posts involving you, after stumbling across old photos of us that I forgot I had.. And after seeing you again; I understand why I broke down last week and I understand exactly why I feel this way.
I literally feel like we just broke up, again.
I'm remembering again what it felt like 18 months ago, how I had to let go of a relationship of over 2 years with someone I really did care about (and still do).
I'm remembering again what it was like when we first started dating, and how all those feelings tapered down so much to what was left at the end.
I'm remembering again how hard it was to let go of something so precious to me.
I'm vividly remembering the moment I lost you.
I'm remembering how it wasn't easy at all.. But I got through it eventually.
And I'm pretty sure I can do that again.
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